My dreams____
i wanna be good in everything! i'm a bloody greedy person.
msg 1.0 for overall at the end of the year, gaining me a GRAND entry into HCI next year
control myself better, get my stupid brain to think only at the RIGHT times
spend more time with the people who are important to me.
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i hope i won't have mood swings as often as i have them now.
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May 2005
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What to say_____
improve in dizi skills! i am lousy right now.
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Monday, October 31, 2005
So much for struggling to get to the top of the crowd. After one year of slaving, today's my first day of well deserved relaxation. But just as i was contented with having watched a movie, slumped onto my sofa for episodes of the soap (ok fine this is the first time i can take in a soap, call me lacteal if you want) i've wanted to finish since more than a month ago, and blew dizi without having to keep a look out for the time, news came to me that a certain guy from a prestigious boy school around bukit timah area got full marks for his end of years essay. His teachers, realising that full mark's probably too high to be given, moderated it 1 mark down.Now i'm sure that 1 mark makes a huge difference.
Not that i'm gonna try to pitch myself at his level and try to rival him in taking full mark pills. That would be suicide, and even more people would be telling me i don't have a life. But i cannot stop wondering why and how he can ever be so good, while my standard remains mediocre.
Some time ago i promised myself i'll do all i can to improve my english. The problem is, keeping the promise and acting according to it isn't that easy all the time.
I have piles of unread TIME magazine and National Geographic magazines on my bookself, waiting to be browsed. For the past month i have been, because of exams on the way, pretended that they weren't delivered to my house. Now that i'm free, i find excuses like i'm too tired to keep from reading them. When my dad was in singapore last week he observed that i wasn't watching news as i said i would. He went on about how i should enjoy watching news just about as much as i enjoy blowing dizi - i'm supposed to do it for leisure. But unfortunately, watching news isn't something that comes to my mind when i think of leisure activities. Dad insisted that if i keep watching it, as a chore at first, i will start to like it and find relaxation in it, just like him, who always watches news when he's free.
ok ok i will try to like watching news. but before that, let me finish stairways to heaven...
Mengy brought her new sleek Nezime to school today, but the poor Nano got mercilessly 蹂躏-ed by stressed out sec4 girls mesmerized by its charm. Get a cover for it! Lest it might get scratched.
The yellow form's bothering me. I'm finding it hard to calm down and make a 有自知之明的 choice because what's covered in KI and its benefits are too alluring.
10:26 PM